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It's taken nearly 4 years to go from 180 mg Methadone down to 5mg Suboxone. I'm physically AND mentally just DRAINED! I sleep all day, am clearly depressed and have not left my house more than twice a month for 3 months (or 4!). I can't even drag myself to church!! Medical Marijuana IS legal here in Maine, and my docs BOTH want it for me, rather than my Benzo. BUT- It's FEDERALLY illegal, and my fiance/husband/? is on FEDERAL Probation. So, State Law doesn't matter!! My docs are frustrated, so am I! If I didn't know better, I'd just go cold turkey from 5mg of Sub AND 10mg Valium 3x per day!!! I am REALLY that frustrated, and SOOO TIRED!