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I have been quite "up and down" in my emotions, anxiety (especially), and mg of Suboxone!! As most of you know: I had tapered off Methadone, onto Suboxone. Started at 180 of Methadone, and I got down to 6 of Sub. Coming off Suboxone is SUPPOSED to be faster-GRRRR!! My highest dose of Sub was 12 and when I get below 6mg, I get sick & the doc has 2 go back up!! WHYYYY!!????! Right now we alternate days with 5mg, then 6mg the next day. Next month, we are going to 5mg EVERY DAY. I came off 180mg of Methadone in 11 MONTHS!! Why is Suboxone SO, VERY hard 4 me?? The Nursing Supervisor says I've done it "amazingly quickly, with great progress and ALL clean UAs". I still feel like Suboxone is kicking my ass when it should NOT be nearly as hard as coming off 180 of Methadone- True or just being hard on myself??