Wow, I never thought I would ever find a wonderful forum such as this! Talk about not feeling alone, as I have been feeling in the pickle I am in. I had a bad experience just last week after detoxing from painkiller's taken inaproprietly due to spinal stenosis and my addiction to them. It's a long complicated story and I will post it soon, just so tired at the moment.... Just happy to know that this forum exists. Thanks.