@ 15plus: I appreciate all the info very much.. I PM'd u back, but do I need to write my message in the subject bar?? I sent the PM a couple days ago I do believe.. I usually get on here very frequently, but I've been really busy and my cell has been messing up so I've just been mainly been getting on my laptop when I get home. I'm prob about to file an insurance claim because I use my cell just as much as my laptop if not more because of being on the go and how convenient it is lol..
@ zac: Yea I've still got plenty of time to check into both clinics and figure out which one would be alot quicker because It's going to be awhile before I have time to even consider transferring because of how much I've been working here lately. Today makes 12 days straight ugh. I really wanna hurry up and guest dose @ a couple different clinics and check them out, but I definitely can't do that @ the moment because of the whole 90 day ordeal.. I've been really stressed here lately because I've had so many problems just being able to get to the clinic because I have such a problem getting my gma to go with me because i can't leave her alone, but I just worked off days today and will be going on nights tmro so It's alot easier on me when I work nights because I don't have to take her with because I'm leaving @ 7:30am, and just shoot to the clinic and then go home and go to bed. I'm staying hopeful that by the end of this week hopefully something will come through though and I'll have my carry outs back. I can tell my dose is holding me a little bit longer, but I'm still having the withdrawals, but they're just starting up later than what they were before so atleast a little bit of progress was made on this last increase, but I'm just stuck now for states ridiculous 90 days that they think I should come. It was SOTA that come in my clinic the other day that the nurse pulled to the side, and she has one of them hopefully working on getting my carryouts back, and I've got a couple other people as well working on getting them back for me, and of course I'm doing everything I can 2. I forgot how much gas $ it takes to go and make the 55 minute drive 7 days a week. It's just wasted $ that I shouldn't even be having to spend, and the stress of having to get my old almost 90 year old gma out. I'm trying not to stress about it, but the longer I keep going the more I keep thinking about it. Glad I've got this forum, and others to post on because It definitely helps.