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Dec 8 14 5:12 AM

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As everyone knows, I relapsed once on a small amount of Heroin on Friday afternoon. Today is Monday, and I'll be TOTALLY screwed if I get called-in to do a urine screen tomorrow morning OR the next morning!! I know it is my fault, but I REALLY CAN NOT have them lose their trust in me as it would also affect my psych provider's meds he gives me (They would have to call him)!!!!
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Dec 8 14 7:21 AM

If it was only once, and only a small amount, it should out of your system by tomorrow. I'm sure that it will be. Have you taken steps to make sure that you'renot going to be in a position of temptation and easy access again?

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Dec 10 14 12:23 PM

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At my clinic they allow for mistakes such as those in that we can flunk a drug screen and face no consequences except that we will face consequence if we flunk the next one or if we flunk 2 within 90 days. ....Another thing is we have had counselors that have decided not to do the drug screen as planned if we confessed prior to the drug screen.   Drink lots of fluyids and I hope to hear good news when you next post of this thread.

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Dec 10 14 11:37 PM

My sad source of motivation!!

Firstly, going through this anxiety of needing to hope and pray I don't get tested is enough of a consequence in itsself. However, I am on Suboxone and since the H did NOTHING for me, (and I knew it might not), it PROVES that I NEED Suboxone. If I get caught, I could lose even my Subs-THEN, I know myself well enough to know I would end-up without hope!! Not to mention, my bf is on probation and if they found out that I was getting high, they would put a "No Contact Order" on me and we'd have NO CHOICE but to break up after 4 1/2 yrs!! From now on, I plan on going back to requesting a male taxi driver as I always used to do with the taxi company (We use ONLY that cab company and use it frequently)!

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Dec 12 14 6:04 AM

Could you not use a different cab company if it came down to it? You need to avoid people that are still using at all costs, as it could be detrimental toy our whole recovery. Losing your TH's would be awful given your anxiety levels, as you'd have to go to the clinic every day for ages, and then multiple times a week for longer, until you'd built back up to weeklies.

Don't dwell on it though, it wasn't a relapse, it was just a little slip, and what's important is how you move on from this, in a positive manner! We're all here for you, so please come and talk beforehand if there is a next time!! x

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