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Hello everyone. Im trying real hard to get on a program. I live in long island and theres only one out here with a wait list which is a joke. I was on a program about fourteen years ago and it was easy to get on then so I know it works but I messed it up. It sucks right now, no choice but to use. Hoping to be medicated by the tenth if they accept me. Detox out here won't take straight heroin so I had to say I drink only they sent the referral to the clinic and the clinic here won't take you if u drink only straight heroin its so confusing. I dont understand why they dont open more clinics. I think its because they want everyone to switch to suboxone but it does not work for me or my husband. Im starting to feel hopeless I just need to feel normal and mmt is the only way I can and still function. Just needed to vent thanks.